about 70 days before the cat paper .......i have worked pety hard for it...........still working   ........lets see whatt happens ....hopefully the future has bestired loads of sucess for me .
i get tense at night .i suffer from dual syndrome
my brother is also going to give cat .....his prep is abysmal but ...his office work is very stenuous and that is not allowing him to perform to his level .....at time he is very dejected and tense as he foresees that he is not gonna make it into an mba programme.. ifeel bad really bad for him .............kind of help less as well . i try to motivate him as much as possible .......also try to help him out in whatever way  i can but ...honestly speaking i feel bad as all that i do is not adequate..at this junction in life i really cant help him much
this guilt also statrting to affect my studies ....but i cant even tell anyone


i dont wanna sound selfish but if i really wanna help my brother i guess i need to first become capable enough by getting sucess fr myself ...that is all i can do ....this sound so easy but honestly winning this mental battle is no strall though the park
i have worked very hard this time for getting into the mba college ........i have studied ...have kept distractions to the  minimum....worked on  weakness ....abnd although i hav still dfewv area left ..i really hope i will cover them before the exam season start



hopefully god will will help me out this time