i have never given up .................yup with a man who has seen so many setbacks in a short span of life of mine  .....but i never gave up ...i have always fought ....i mean i have always believed in the fact that i deserve sucess ....and will get it sooner or later. i mean look at me at the age of 26 i am still waiting and working to get that big sucess that would be the shining starry moment of my  entire life . people like me ...my peers my moved with time ...today my class mates have moved so far ahead that i can bearly see them .......both  metamorfically and in some case literally ....the best moment in my life have been so far and few . ok i will tell u top few but plz dont laugh .....best will be when i got 25 out of 25 in a maths test in class 5 .that was my first test in my new school .and i still remembered the sparkle the admiration my teacher eyes . i mean i still remember that moment . second waswhen i topped in my pharma class  in 2nd year in bds .in one of my early  pharma  classes i was caught mentally absent from the class...my teacher made absolutely sure that i was humiliated  again and again in my the class .and although i cant write the exact words but she was very very gud . it ignited the fire in me ....i studied hard and long and scored 2nd highest in the class .........only  10 out of the 100 in the class passed .......she didi not use alot of words for me but what i saw in her eyes during the subsequent classes was amazing .



but the most remarkable and most fav of mine is the moment with dr mrinalini chawala .she was my cons teacher in preclinical class .now u must know that cons is a fourth year subject that is taught from the 2nd year itself .u can imagine its vastness and importance .in those class beside basic theory we were taught tooth cutting on dummies .i was petty casual in class and did not even buy the all material required ...it was petty expensive   .....so i used to go to the class  pass the time hiding from the teacher who was busy teaching the book  worms .....this went for few classes  but than one day she took a surprise checking of the instruments ..........and so i was caught and thrown out of the class...........she was very angry and anounced a viva test  for all students which will be marked ......................


i studied hard for the test real hard ....and .in the viva exam ....i shined like a star ......there were three of us giving the viva ......she asked me and i replied ....she asked and i replied ....this went on for 15 -20 min  ..it was  like we were the only two in that room ...my other batchmates were astonished and were just watching mutely...      and this was not all ...she asked me few questions which were not in the course but i was well prepared or just plain lucky ...i stll wonder ...but i gave answers to all her quaries .finally she conceded ....but the cherry was still to come  
she said and i quote  "well done nitin .today you have answered better than some of the fouth year student "
she telling me that and better still some of my batchmates hearing her tell me that was somthing i  dont have words to explain .....but  iwas on cloud  9





i guess moments like this still make me believe that  i can sucess even i n these despo times ....hope i am right and god is with me .....i  just want the emarald in the suit of my life


i promise i will right a autobiografy  if i get thru and suceed .....we will know in few months.....................