post mba  prep life was suppose to be a leisure walk ........my moment of glory ........when people were suppose to appreciate my talent and look into me and show appreciation for my genius .......yes that is what it was suppose to be .....and not this ........since last fortnight i have been battling severe  respiratory discomfort .... it has brought my productivity to a very low level ....being a dentist having working knowledge of the general medicine ...i decided to take treatment of myself into my own hand .but my conservative approach hasnt been successful at all ....i tried quite a lot of treatment lines ......salbutamol inhaler . antihistamines pills and more but to no success ......at the  end i had to pay a mbbs  guy t tell me what i already knew but was not ready to accept .... my body is in a mess and need steroidal inhaler instead of the regular salbutamol ........getting into a mess health wise has been my habit now ...and every time i am in this deep shit hole i promise myself that i will pay more attention to it ......will do more and reach out to good exercise regime with  good eating habbit . needless to say that promise is yet to be fulfilled .
i am  a believer in god and have been keeping fast every week for quite some time now and yes maybe i haven't followed the fast protocol word by word but still keeping hungry for a whole day every week must count for something ......
but so far i feel god has been teasing me rather than showering grace at me .......i mean just look at my convert s into mba college ,.........jaha i want to go   i face rejection and to those places where i was less  interested to go i have been blessed with a convert......i guess life is like that i  shits on u  in ways u can never evem imagine  and at this instance my life is no different

the crazy world

well life is a full circle ...many say this but i just thought people say this for the sake of saying this .. waise bhi what to do people really knw .....they are literally idiot  ....yup all people are idiot  ...plz dont be baffled by my comments ........beffore u decide to write a nasty comment ....(which by the way are welcomed as  a comment on my blog seems to to as  scarce as assertiveness in our corrent pm dr manmohan singh )...plz give me a chance to explain with a n example ...if u have read my blog than by now u would have known that my life  is riddled with poor decisdion making ...i mean after class 12 th i took two year drop for prep into the pmt  mmms college ...failed misreably and so decided to do bds which i believe to the biggerst blunder of my life ........spent five years in the dental college along with loads of my parents hard earned money .......and if that was not enough sat jobless at home for a year at home doin nothing on the pretext of studying for the prestigious cat ......yup i did get into few decent college but if u r still readfing u must also have relalized what klind of rubbish decision making i have been doin all my life ,,............but as ssoon as  i got into a debcent mba college ....world seem to think i am a person extraordinare..........my friends  keep calling me asking me hw to study for their mba prep ,.....chalo yaha thk toh teak tha  ....bcoz i did score a 98.2 persentile  in cat .....the fact that i am still to secure a admission into a proper mba college which takes a  cat score  is a story for another blog . but hey the buck doesnt stop here .......my cousin  didi started to seek my advice my for her phone shopping ............she kept pickering me for my expert advice asking me for the best possible phone for her .......chalo koi nai i gave her all the best possible advice i=i could ........and if this was not enough  my tauji  who heard bout my securing admission into a great coollege  (acc to their standard or maybe acc  to  what they consisder my standard )and who is the worried father of a dentist daughter of my age keeps calling me from time to time for my precious advice regarding the  pros and cons of doin mds via  management quota ...........HELLO  ......i mean i am changing my field ...kicking dentistry out of my life for good ....does that not speak  fr itself ...i mean no way i am goin to shower praises for the blood sucking money pareasite dentistry  .............and to top it all my friend sid  want carreeer councelling from me ...yup me the defeated dentist... are all these people blind .....i mean surely they can get someone better .........but one think for sure it feels a hell lot o f  nice and goody feeling when they bestow u with this power ......i give them right advice or not is another matter altogether