post mba  prep life was suppose to be a leisure walk ........my moment of glory ........when people were suppose to appreciate my talent and look into me and show appreciation for my genius .......yes that is what it was suppose to be .....and not this ........since last fortnight i have been battling severe  respiratory discomfort .... it has brought my productivity to a very low level ....being a dentist having working knowledge of the general medicine ...i decided to take treatment of myself into my own hand .but my conservative approach hasnt been successful at all ....i tried quite a lot of treatment lines ......salbutamol inhaler . antihistamines pills and more but to no success ......at the  end i had to pay a mbbs  guy t tell me what i already knew but was not ready to accept .... my body is in a mess and need steroidal inhaler instead of the regular salbutamol ........getting into a mess health wise has been my habit now ...and every time i am in this deep shit hole i promise myself that i will pay more attention to it ......will do more and reach out to good exercise regime with  good eating habbit . needless to say that promise is yet to be fulfilled .
i am  a believer in god and have been keeping fast every week for quite some time now and yes maybe i haven't followed the fast protocol word by word but still keeping hungry for a whole day every week must count for something ......
but so far i feel god has been teasing me rather than showering grace at me .......i mean just look at my convert s into mba college ,.........jaha i want to go   i face rejection and to those places where i was less  interested to go i have been blessed with a convert......i guess life is like that i  shits on u  in ways u can never evem imagine  and at this instance my life is no different